The Essence Of Who I Am

Everyone says the world doesn’t revolve around me

But what if I made it

What if I choked it until it let go of it’s control

And I went and created my own world

What if I prayed so hard for all of my dreams to come true

That I woke up to my nightmares 

What if I manipulated everything and everyone 

They are all under my command

What if I wasn’t meant to be happy

I was never supposed to marry him  

What if I was never supposed to have a happy ending

I was supposed to go to L.A. and be an art student all alone 

What if I tried to change the world so hard that the only thing I ended up changing was me 

What if I never wanted the things i have now but I thought I did

What if

M.A.P

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