The Essence Of Who I Am

My birth truama is starting to numb

It feels like it should hurt but when I poke at it there is nothing

Like the little spot on my incision where the nerves never regrew

I feel like a little animal poking its head out from under a tree after a forest fire

Is the worst over? Or will it be back in a few days to destroy more

Its almost like a fear of waiting now
Wondering

I’ve heard that truama rewires the brain

But so does healing

M.AP

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