The Essence Of Who I Am

24 hours can change your life

Im sitting in the chiropractors office and i see a pregnant women walk out the door seemingly happy

That was me

I was so optimistic

So ready and proud and free

I did everything right and cared more then anyone that things would go smoothly

Now im filled with dread

ive been ruined

i cant run from it because my husband wants a family

I do to, i want that love back, i want to be free

I want to be like Bethany Hamilton who now swims with sharks after her attack

how to you lose the fear of living

How can i be so distorted i dont know who i am anymore

i have to skip certain parts in movies

Its horrid how 24 hours can change a life

Or one or two or three

M.A.P

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