The Essence Of Who I Am

I used to think I was sad all the time

But now I realize it was just a blanket for anger

I know it’s usually the other way around but I hate how I have such a temper

I like everything to be in my control so I linger

Try to start the day the same way over and over

I scream into my pillow forever

It screams back and I fall over

The bruises from myself are tender

And I fall in love all over again with anger

M.A.P

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