The Essence Of Who I Am

I’ve learned after depression

That you have to fight for life

So hard it’s like a battle ground

One you have flashbacks of war all the time

You remember how bad it was and never want to go back

But you miss it in a way

A good way

You remember the good days

Romanticiseing every breath that you take

The pain of grief can even be beautiful if you let yourself feel it

Because it’s better to feel the pain then nothing at all

And how can you ever love without grief being the heartbroken widow

M.A.P

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