The Essence Of Who I Am

It’s all my fault
You can’t say I don’t take responsibility

I dig myself a hole until I’m completely buried

I write and write and write and don’t show anyone anything

I’m never good enough
No one could ever love me

Is there a happy ending to the story
The one where all the trauma doesn’t lock me up and throw away the key

If I were in Beauty and the Beast
I wouldn’t be beauty

If I could shed my skin
do you know what horrible creature you would see

Is it all in my head
Or am I just a sad
self fufilling prophcy

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