The Essence Of Who I Am

Category: poetry

  • EVERY WAR

    My life is on a catalyst Teetering on finally the life I’ve fought so hard for Who knew that peace was what every war was actually for MAP ©️2025

  • Light

    How can I heal When the monsters come every night It may just be in my dreams But I wake up bloody after every fight Is it wrong to want to be victorious For once in my life But I think I found that I may just win By putting…

  • Simple

    I threw a coin in a wishing well And it laughed at my request Apparently no one had ever just asked For a simple thing as a hug MAP

  • ADVENTURE IS OVERRATED

    I know there is always a dark side to me Waiting Sitting patiently in its cage I hope it never comes out It has possessed many women before me Filled them with unquieted rage Until there is nothing left of them but a broken bottle of sadness Spilling out on…

  • HOME

    Peace is seeping out of me Laughing is so natural again I have a home to make my own A safe space where no one can hurt me And I can just love me And my family Cooking and cleaning Its not a chore But a privilege MAP ©️2024

  • PTSD

    I took my PTSD and beat him to death in the middle of the night I woke up to my bloody hands But at least I finally slept peacefully MAP ©️2024

  • ANGEL

    No one understands my trauma Which I guess is a good thing For them Not me I wish another angel would visit me Tell me they understand Just to hold me Let me scream Let me be horribly angry Bury the PTSD Let it all seep out of me slowly…

  • DECEMBER

    Christmas came and went for me And its not even mid December MAP©️2024

  • Unkept Bed

    I’ve got a whole list of unfinished poems my pessimism is heavier then my head My skates are on thin ice Home is just a large unkept bed MAP ©️2024

  • PRAYERS

    I turn around and see that all my prayers have been answered MAP ©️2024