The Essence Of Who I Am

Category: poetry

  • THE FACE OF SADDNESS

    The sun comes out to play  But wherever I walk there are shadows  I pick flowers and they die instantly I laugh but tears fall out of my face  I feel restless in my own skin  Can I leave until I find myself  Somewhere in the mountains  Somehwere in the…

  • Secrets

    I still dream about you Every once in a while And those butterflies Materialize Fluttering around me Your hair is down to your ears Still shyly flirting with me And those beautiful eyes They give away all your secrets They tell me you love me So love me But is…

  • Tied To The Stake

    People say I haven’t caught a break From the day I as born I was fighting to stay away I’ve lived in a hospital for weeks the past two years Its hard to live a life when yours is full of mistakes Trying to pave a way of my own…

  • LOST

    I lost who I am  Fell down the rabbit hole I try to write but i just get stuck in the same role  I try to break out  Slam on the door  It finally cracks but I dont know who I am anymore  MAP ©️2024

  • RESET BUTTON

    I think that I need to go away for a long time Like my mother  I’m only happy when I’m not home I Think I need to start over  Press the reset button Search for closure MAP  ©️2024

  • WORTH IT

    I know my worth Even when no one else does I know what I want  And i’m screaming and clawing and fighting  For it  I know what I want my life to look like  And every day I try to get closer and closer to it  I’m exhausted fighting so…

  • DEMISE

    My darkness is coming back  I see it in my veins  My anger is rising to the surface  I see my final demise  MAP ©️2024

  • WHO I AM

    Who am I Rage  Trapped inside me Ticking  Like a black and white wall clock Waiting  For the bomb to go off MAP ©️2024

  • CHESS MATCH

    I saw death and saddness playing a chess match When I asked them who was winning  Death looked me in the eye and said  I hope you’ll never know  Saddness said  I hope you never know me  MAP ©️2024

  • REGRET

    I took for granted all the times I wasn’t kissing you  Now I stay up all night just missing you  I’d trade every piece of me to spend one more night with you  But now it’s too late to even regret loving you  MAP ©️2024