The Essence Of Who I Am

Category: poetry

  • Joy (rewritten)

    You turn around  Terror in your eyes  Looking over the mountains and valleys Replaying the joys and trials of your past I pull your hand to continue you down the narrow path  Looking at the sign that says  Entering a new stage of life  “Lets go”, I smile  We can…

  • Selfish Brat

    Every day  I think I must be just a selfish brat  The way that I can’t put my needs first  Every once in a while  But I want to  I need to  All the time The world doesnt revolve around me  I know that  No one told me that the…

  • Waiting

    I keep wondering when I will be happy  Anxiously sitting by the door Hands poised in my lap  Waiting  Picking at my dress  It’s starting to unravel  Waiting for my joy to take me by the hand and show me around  Tapping my feet against the floor  Impatience  Watching everyone…

  • REGRET

    I took for granted all those nights kissing you  Now I just stay up missing you  Id trade everything right now  To just spend one more second against you  Because now it’s just to late to regret you  MAP ©️2024

  • The Fall

    The saddest thing is not the little sad girls who you knew would fall But the tough happy girl who you never expected life to hit her that way  She could have been so happy before she was betrayed  But i guess it’s even sadder that they both fell  The…

  • VOID

    I’ve only been scared to death one night  I couldn’t breath  Caught between my bed and wall My bibles pages torn out all over me  The thunder pounded the walls And the lightning illuminated the room I prayed over and over The sun would come up  I had forsaken Him …

  • Pedestal

    I think  I think  I think too much Twisted myself  Into a endless loop  Stressful  Falling from a made up  Pedestal  I’ve never been restful Only restless  Turning into something  Sensual Potential  MAP ©️2024

  • BETRAYED

    Somebody touch me  Somebody love me  Somebody hug me  Somebody kiss me  Everbody left me  I’ve been betrayed Don’t pretend you love me  Youve always just used me  Abused me  Manipulation twisted me  Hit me  Blamed me  Hated me  Then tell me you love me  Touch me  Hug me  Betrayed…

  • END ME

    I’m dizzy with the changes  Around me  Sick of the lack of control  From them Hating me  Thinking it can destroy me How many times do I need to be hit  Before I wont get up anymore  They are determined to find out  They are determined to end me MAP…

  • i was never fine

    I was fine Never happy It was always hi Never how are you Do you want to die Always Do you need to cry In my pillow every night Hi I’m fine My nickname I was never fine No one in my family Knew I was lying Is it lying…