The Essence Of Who I Am

Category: poetry

  • I grew up

    I never had a mother Until I grew up enough To become my own MAP ©️2024

  • Smile

    I have a secret  It’s warming me inside  That I can turn anything bad to good  With just a little smile MAP ©️2024

  • White Washed Dreams

    I keep seeing boys  Getting married  Selling their dreams  On facebook marketplace  Left with an empty pick-up and white washed jeans How much is love worth  In todays cruel schemes  And white washed dreams MAP ©️2024

  • i was told i was horrible

    I’ve never been selfish  I never was allowed  I was told I was horrible  My family was never proud How could they  I was told I was horrible  When I was very young  Until the words came out of my own mouth How can I write the horrible things that…

  • Bomb

    I’m waiting for the bomb to drop The gernade to go off It’s been quiet for too long  The storm must be coming  It can’t be stopped So if you find me in the tornado shelter  Just leave me be  Even if it’s in my head  It won’t stop It…

  • Unpublished

    Sometimes i think me and my friends were cursed  At the year two thousand  Everything we do turns into a tragic spiral  Do we get the happy ending or were we written into some unpublished tragedy The author started our story and then threw the book in the trash Not…

  • IT’S FINALLY HERE

    My book “My Trauma Likes to Party” is available for purchase on amazon! If you have a nostalgic childhood, regretful love, birth trauma or fearful parenthood this book is for you! Go to my store on my page for a link to purchase. Thank you for all the support and…

  • Poetic Treason

    You are poetic treason  My empathetic reasoning  The reason I can’t cry  The reason I always comply Because you always hurt me  And said you loved me  You are poetic treason  You are the reason  I write poetry  Obsessively MAP ©️2024

  • House of Mirrors

    I grew up in a house of mirrors Every way I looked I saw my reflection  And it showed all my flaws and fears  MAP ©️2024

  • Food

    Food is what I love  The taste in my mouth  The chew  Distraction  Chew chew chew  With your mouth closed A taste  Escape  A delicious  Fate  For a second  So I ate and ate and ate  I didn’t wait  Wait wait wait  Scarf it down  Addiction  Self sabotaging affliction  Weight…