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Muffled
Saddness forgot it was a holiday Showed up on Thanksgiving Shovel in hand And homemade chocolate pudding He asked if I missed him I said normally Buried me alive He doesn’t even try to muffle my screaming MAP ©️2024
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Everything
Depression orders take out I stain my clothes eating pizza He shrugs if off I cough I wonder if i’m sick again The phone rings it’s anxiety I talk for hours Tell her to hang up She tells me Me first I laugh Then throw up Depression is now alseep…
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Fell
I know why my dad is a pessimist He has gone through life And it’s never treated him well And i’ve tried to be different I built up a shell Just to shed it I’ve never hid my pain well Saying people like me People love me And then they…
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Collapse
I have so much I want to do And so little time I’m stuck in a circle Where is the rewind I watch my breath freeze to my face How do i catch the life I’ve been chasing How do i give up the race MAP
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Infinity
Time is moving endlessly The era of resting Trying to smudge eternity Clocking every moment With Infinity With you MAP ©️2024
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Memoir
The past clings to me Like the stain of a cherry tree Its no longer just a memory But reality My face is a memoir My hands wring with history MAP ©️2024
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Slaughter
You call yourself a midwife But you left me at the alter Tarnishing the sacred name You were supposed to help me through the birth portal Instead you took my money and sent me to the hospital You didnt beleive in me You are worse then the doctor who abused…
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Except You
The longer I live on this earth The more I realize that no one really cares about me Except you I’m learning to cry again Again and again One tear at a time One year at a time One side of my face MAP ©️2024
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Happy Birthday
I hear a knock at the door Hello it’s me PTSD I hide behind the couch But i can only hide for so long It’s terror I can only prolong Even though it’s visits less often I wait for it’s arrival Like the grim reaper on my birthday Happy Birthday …
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EXCITING NEWS
My new book is coming out this month!! I have a new poetry book called “My Trauma Likes to Party” it will be out and available on amazon everywhere on June 18 2024! This is collection is my most vulnerable poetry to date with over a dozen never released poems.…
The Essence Of Who I Am 