The Essence Of Who I Am

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  • Flaws

    Sometimes I wonder if different people could love me more Do they see me differently  If they actually always loved my nose  Who jets out more then others Would someone else love that I have no gap between my thighs  In the news they say that’s a thing all men…

  • Go

    She realizes that time has a hold on her But she doesn’t know how to break free She’s scared to look around the corner  If only she knew she just had to let it go and time be M.A.P ©

  • Fall

    I am curled up in a ball My brain is scrambling for words I want to fall in love without having to fall  I can’t feel the tears raining down my face anymore M.A.P ©

  • Embrace

    Your embrace holds me together some nights  And I’m not sure if that’s still wrong or right The way you kiss me makes it hard to leave and then you hold me tighter  If only I could fulfill all your dreams Only then would I be able to let you…

  • Shivering

    You’re my map to freedom You were a gift from heaven I’m a queen in your kingdom And my knight when I need saving When I get lost you are the first to get lost with me And when they search for us we just go into hiding Because the…

  • Life

    I wondered what my life would look like huddled in your arms What a kiss would taste like without any betraying harm I pondered how life would be if you really wanted to live And I prayed to God that one day I really did But now my questions are…

  • Kisses

    I remember when you told me about your grandfather And how he kissed your grandmother on the forehead And then I smiled when you leaned down  And kissed me in the same place A kiss means nothing when it has no meaning I watched that every day when he came…

  • Surfaces

    I have studied the surfaces without a choice I have seen the pain start and end the same sad way How they love to hate  And hate To love I have seen the ashes settle and people move on  I have seen love regrow and pain dig deeper inside So…

  • Bloody Heart

    Wake up my love For you are my rising and setting sun It’s not fair whenever I wake up you are gone I just pray that one day I will find you  And you will be the one All the pain in my life tries to drown me But your…

  • Forest Fire

    My birth truama is starting to numb It feels like it should hurt but when I poke at it there is nothing Like the little spot on my incision where the nerves never regrew I feel like a little animal poking its head out from under a tree after a…