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  • My Birth Story

    The Birth Story of Rhythm Cole Trigger Warning: Birth Trauma and emergency C-section  My water broke at 8pm on July 28th right after I had an acupuncture appointment. This was my second appointment in 2 days because I was desperate to go into labor as if I didn’t in one…

  • Words

    I want to cover myself in poems Tattooed from head to toe Because maybe if I have so many words on my body There won’t be as many in my head like useless cargo M.A.P ©

  • Overdue

    My body is scared to let him go It’s selfish claws hooking into the bones that it grew Like the masterpiece the artist won’t even be let seen She always wants to stay in control Or maybe she just doesn’t want to lose what is making me take care of…

  • Glass

    I pick out the pieces that people have left behind like little shards of glass M.A.P ©

  • Ship In A Bottle

    A doctor told me that I couldn’t birth my own baby That I was too small and he was the opposite maybe But he was wrong because my body was more then fine and so was my baby They gave me my trauma like the pain killers in my IV…

  • Annoyance

    I remember looking in the mirror and seeing my mom standing there instead of me I would notice in annoyance as I would tap my foot to music like my dad always did Whenever I looked around in a busy coffee shop I felt like I was more them then…

  • Home

    I have so many notebooks with a few words written in them And then closed and never opened again  Hoping maybe one day they will have filled themselves  I’m tired of writing a story that isn’t mine  I’m tired of always being in pain  I miss the days where being…

  • Mirror

    I think I might have been broken Can you tell me if I look different I’ve been too afraid to look in the mirror  I’ve been cut open and they took something out  But what did they put back inside  The voices in my head don’t sound like me My…

  • Blunt

    Poetry is coming back to me Like the tide rushing to shore I forgot how much less lonely it made me I’m just not sure if I’m ready for its bluntness on my trauma M.A.P ©

  • Tragedy

    I think she finally saw through it all Realizing that behind every smile there was pain Behind every kiss there was doubt And behind every happy ending there was more of a tragedy to create it M.A.P ©