The Essence Of Who I Am

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  • Killing

    She loved the beauty of the bright red roses so much that she cut herself on the rose thorns willingly while picking them. Not knowing that she was killing them too. Maybe she just wanted to look like them but her blood was the closest thing. Or maybe she did…

  • Mother

    We are all afraid that we are going to grow up to be like our mothers To give into our manipulative ways, our fire stoked until all we can do is burst out our flaming color Falling into the legacy, trapping us one after another Until one day we realize…

  • Mortuary

    Her house was a living mortuary The walls were draped in strips of memories slowly peeling off The books on the shelves were like full graves never opened The pictures faded in the sun to the point of no recognition like a white backdrop The clothes on the floor missing…

  • Dance With Death

    I feel so dry and uneven on the ground Somethings just off enough to make me feel profound I live day by day knowing I must be missing the big deal The music in my head doesnt ryhme with the worlds reel I run out of space on my notebook…

  • Lost

    You were a beautiful thing But like a rose your thorns confused you extremely So you cut them off one by one Only to discover that without your thorns you lost who you were completly You let your petals fall off hoping to find out all your secrets Only to…

  • What If

    Everyone says the world doesn’t revolve around me But what if I made it What if I choked it until it let go of it’s control And I went and created my own world What if I prayed so hard for all of my dreams to come true That I…

  • I Want You

    You are in my coffee cup that burns my fingers A sharp pain in the back of my mind that likes to linger  You are in my favorite song that i play just a little too loud Until i can hear the lyrics ringing in my ears so i can…

  • Potential

    I have so much potential That gets wasted because the imbalance in my brain is all mental I’m pretty sure that i’m not supposed to be here My birth was accidental I want to float away to the people who understand me My death will be so gentle M.A.P ©

  • AfterEarth

    I always liked the cold better then the hot Because at least when you freeze to death your own body decides to shut down Your own fingers will fall off without you even noticing But when you burn your body feels everything until it has destroyed every nerve It’s like…

  • Sick Day

    I need a break A time for the earth to slow down on its axle I need to relax Instead of typing up everything in my brain until everything in my mind is factual I need a reminder to sleep Because i stay up all night until i can name…