The Essence Of Who I Am

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  • Long Lost War Buddy

    I am walking through my trauma so it doesn’t walk through me  I’m not a ghost anymore  I am actually somebody  The pain doesn’t feel as real anymore  The little girl has stopped screaming  It’s funny how you turn your trauma into a long-lost war buddy  M.A.P © 2024

  • Exciting News!

    Hello, everyone! I am excited to share that I have started writing a new fiction novel, in addition to posting poetry here on Mondays and Fridays. It feels great to be telling stories again and I can’t wait to share more information about this project with you all. I would…

  • Taking a break

    Hello everyone, I hope you all had a wonderful Christmas. I just wanted to let you all know that I will be taking a break from my blog until February to really find my love for poetry again and help me discover how to move forward. Thank you to all…

  • I lost who i am

    I lost who I am I fell down the rabbit hole I try to write But I just get stuck in the same old role I try to break out Slam on the door It finally cracks But I don’t know who I am anymore M.A.P © 2023

  • 2023 Christmas Newsletter

  • SINK

    You stare at the floor Trying to sink into your own shadows M.A.P ©️ 2023

  • Left me there to die

    You wandered around for the end while i stayed lost in the beginning. You sauntered on like you knew everything. But deep down you were just as lost as me, searching Ill always forgive you for leaving me behind Your heart was always kind Even if in the end left…

  • The Lost Sea

    The way you touched my lips made me think maybe this world had good in the lost sea That something real was left in the empty I wasn’t drowing anymore in the crashing  waves of the water splashing over me You caged me, but it’s the first time I have…

  • I Lost myself in the mirror

    I hate you because you changed my mind You made me doubt myself I lost everything that I thought I had inside So much so that when I looked in the mirror it became bad for health M.A.P ©️ 2023

  • I’m the monster

    I find that my childhood still likes to hurt me Finds ways to bully and torture me In so many ways it’s ruined me I feel physically ill sometimes My body has betrayed me I couldn’t even birth my baby Because it held onto the hurt so tight It eats…